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The Raya Festive Is Just Around The Corner!
Ramadhan Kareem everyone :)
I almost forgot that I have a blog to maintain.
I had abandoned this page for quite some time indeed. This happened as I was busy with tonnnes of workload as I am a university student.
Hari Raya festival is just around the corner. Frankly speaking, I've made a lot of preparations but still, it makes me unsatisfied. haha. Recently, I did buy a pair of new shoes purposely for my getting-bigger-feet. Zara Women brand was my choice since I love the material they use for the product. But sadly, the smallest size they had which was 5 did not fit me! I scrolled over to the nearest Nose, Vinci & Charles & Keith store. But then I've to admit that the Zara shoes was the one had caught my eyes. So, I dont care! Haha. I also bought a pinky roxy bag. I have to buy a bag which is flexible so that I can use it for the class and also out of the campus! I used my privilege membership card and purchased a new Roxy bag of shoe. It's just worth for only RM149, can't you see the loss there if I didn't buy it?
How is your plan of journey for Hari Raya this year? Do share it with me! I am happy to hear all of them:) As for me, there will be no 'balik kampung' mood in this year.
I am not allowed to do so at least for this year. I have a complication on my student life! I've a mid year test after raya festival. So, I feel like wanna spending my raya at my granpa's house for a day and get back to the reality. Study is my everything, for sure it is as hell. So, I will not be able to be present in JB for this year. A big sorry to my grandpa and my aunty, uncle, niece, nephew, cousin and so on.
Next, I was confirmed of being suffer migraine and gastrics. Hmm.. don't you see how sad my life is throughout this year? At the beginning, I felt a lot of migraine symptoms but I just didn't know what is exactly happens to me. So I got to see the doctor. The doctor said that I was suffering of this illness due to lack of rest and I'm not wearing my spectacles permanently. Then, he gave me various type of migraine medicines! nahhh! When it is untreated, a migraine usually lasts from four to 72 hours, but the frequency with which headaches occur varies from person to person. So I might have migraines several times a month or much less often. During a migraine, I will experience the following symptoms: Pain on one side or both sides of my head. Pain that has a pulsating, throbbing quality. Sensitivity to light, sounds and sometimes smells. Blurred vision. Lightheadedness, sometimes followed by fainting.
Hence, so far today I am getting better and stronger except I vomited few times since everyone keep asking me to eat and drink a lot up to certain level they have to know. Hey I'm fasting laa! Haha
There is a reason for everything that happens right? I still want to believe this. As I am not allowed to travel back to JB this year, so maybe I will stay alone in my house for a couple of days then daddy will be come back from Langkawi. Well. I'm big enough, so I have to be brave!
To my silent readers and my good friends who always support me throughout my hard times and good times, thank you so much for always being there for me. I hope all of you will have a bless of Ramadhan and let's celebrate this festive season with a high gratitude to the Most Benevolent, The Creator of humankind and this universe; Allahu Akbar.
Tips for not falling in love! Hello friends, Happy borings day to those who are already screwed like me, but let me help in some way to those who have not yet suffered and haven’t fallen sick from this bug called “LOVE." No, no, don’t just rule out this possibility and don’t say that this is not going to happen to me. A very well-known gentleman, Samuel Richardson talks about this contagious disease and says, “love will draw an elephant through a key-hole.” Therefore just imagine the odds. Actually since I have seen, felt, and dealt with this horrible thing, I thought I shall give you some tips of not falling in love. Falling in love is my thing. Well then, you might say I should give advice on how to fall in love, and not otherwise. Yes, initially I thought so, but then I felt since I have suffered a lot because of this it would be better to give some tips on not to fall in love. After all, read it wisely! Okay, then let’s see who could possibly get this infection and what prevention one can take to avoid this
Am I fool?
Am i fool? This question keeps playing in my mind. Although people around me look at I am as a tough girl. but if you already know me deeply and better you'll know that I am not.
I'm weak! Like seriously. I wasn't like before, I'm easily falling in love with the person that i dont even know of his words contains sincererity in it.
He is good in treating me, sometimes I feel like I want to spends my whole day with him. But yeah I never can figure it out if this is really happens. Haha of course I'm kidding!
Man, mind your words. Every single words that you've said always make me melting like hell. But... I was keep wondering if you ever fooling around what mights happen to me. Yet I have no answer for the question.
One more thing, I am always get jealous when you entertain a lot of girls on your social networkig sites. Could you ignore them? For me? I'm deadly will be in jealousy once you had a silly jokes -.- with them.
Again, am I fool for falling in love?
Meaningful
"Fall For You"
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
Alhamdulillah :) Ya Allah, why should I faced with all of this kind of things? I tried to kept it. But my mind won't let it be. I'm started to fell messed with my collegue lifes. I'm already start to think about my studies which is I felt so hard. The more I learnt, the more days I've been through in here, the dificulties I had to faced with. I miss my house, I miss my family and most of all I miss my friends :( At the beginning, there were a 'lights' who always inspiring me, make happy and cared about me. Who had take my lights away? I also don't know. There wouldn't have any coercian. Yeah like never. I have to covered up with 7 subjects of Law courses in part one for my foundations studies. Yeah who would expect that law is dificult. I thought it was as easy as an abc but I went wrong this time. I'm glad that there is Sue, Ell & Nadia who always cheer me up everyday without fails. Also have to thanks to Madam Atifah cause already inspiring me. Thank you so much madam. I felt that after Madam Atifah told me about chasing our dreams, she reminds me that there is no easy things in the world. If we are able to escape from ones dificulties, there will be another dificulties that we had to faced. It is a rules of life. Then, by today I had my first quiz since I was a University students. Haha a bit stressful cause nobody knows what types of question will come out. So that we have to read all the notes and all 2 chapters. It's a bit stress once we got the question paper... There's only 15 questions and it's a subjective quiz. We thought the question will come out as an essay. But haha we have to be grateful :) At the end, I got 11/15. So there it is! Alhammdulillah :) I'm started to love Law and of course my studies! Gracias, Have you? '' Have you ever thought you meant a lot to someone and then you find out that you're just one person out of so many others that they talk to, and compared to the way they talk to other people, you're really just nothing? ''Wonder
The title wonder is refer to my feels right now. Now, yaa I really mean now. I miss you, the old you. Not so old I guess. Easily change right. What was this feels actually meant? I just dont know. I keep think about something bad, really bad. I thought it was just my negative thinks only. I hope so.
Sometimes, I feel down like really down. You'll come act like nothing happens. Act normally, as usual. My mind ruin everything. Its actually about trust. Its about believes & nothing much than loyalty. Yaa can't talk about loyal, haha since we're 'nothing'.
Its okay, just wondering & keep wondering. I just hate if I'll be dissappointed someday. Well, its okay. I'm ready to face with another heart break :)
Victorious!
"Don't ever play with someone's feeling, you could win the game but you could lose the person forever"
By : Macklemore
Asslamualaikum && a very good night! Today was a lame and lame day... Totally lame I guess. Going to 'pasar malam'. Guess what, I hate crowds! Like seriously. I can't even buy any foods there. The crowd doesn't make me feels like wanna buy a foods there, but I keep said that I wann go out from thats terrible places. Fyi, I'm fasting & I can't get any foods there? Wasn't that a lame situations? Finally we went to 'Barra Restaurant'. The place was quite nice but i didn't like that place at all. At the end, we're decided to eat there. Hehe thats all.
It's not the things I want to write about actually. It's doesn't suite with the title above right? Haha. So, as usual. This is Ejaa, the things is I already managed to threw away that 'love feels'. Haha it's a victorious you know?! This is my real attitude exactly, I'm not easily being hurted by any of boys out there. When I keep myself busy at every single time, hanging around with my girls. I can forget it all. Just forget all about the pain. Once I get ignored, I lost my interest. Once I get hurted, I am easily give up. That is so me.
Dear A, I don't even rely on too much expectations on you. It's you who had promised me a lots of things. But yeah just cool men, forget it okay? Eventhough we are still like before, not just same like at the beginning but I'm still like before. My expectations on you is just a friends, yaa still a friend like before. & I don't even know what is your feels towards me. Although you keep on telling me.You have to think of what you've said.
I'm still like before! If any of boys want me to be their partner, they should give me a time. Like before, haha for almost two years. I'm still not be yours, your words is ain't convincing enough. That's all for tonight.
Relax, Reduce, Reuse xD
Good night, gracias!
Strength Hai Assalamualaikum bloggers! Gedmorning to my baby. Firstly, I had to seek an apologizations from head to toes to Mama :( I'm sorry Mama, cause I already broke my promised. The promises that I've made by myself, without any enforcement. The truth is, I already fall in love with the guy that I told you we know each other before we was placed in Shah Alam. Right now, I'm trying to avoid it. I don't even know whether he is serious or he just fooling around with his words. To be honest, he's being so sweet, too sweet I guess that's why I lost my solidities. He is a one caring guy. For sure people will keep wondering, where is the old Ejaa? The one who are not easlily fall in love... I also need the answer! By the time passed day by day, he managed to changed. Yeah I said changed just now. What would I do? I have a feels towards him. No lie. Hm this is an allegations I think. He turning to a busy guy with no cares. I really can't take it. I hate of being ignored. Yeah he said he was busy with his assignments and bla bla bla. Yeah idk. Now, I'm trying to throw him away. Throw away this stupid feels. I know I always can do this. I'm a strong girl. Ya Allah, please give me the strengthness Allah. I want to live a happy and normal life. I don't want to think about him all the times while he are not. Maaaa, you are an understanding mother I ever had. Gods didn't make a mistakes cause giving you to me. Thanks for lending you ears! Really appreciate it. Thanks for all those supportives words. I love you maaa. Dear A, if you are reading this. Great then, cause you already know what I feel towards you. I never be sincere right? I kept my feels, only I knew about this. I'm not hoping that we can make it again. Just to let you know that I have that feels towards you. && I was tried to threw it away. I dont even care about my gramatical errors, as long as I tried. Gracias, A journey. Since I am Eighteen right now, I am manage to pursue-ing my studies in UiTM Shah Alam. UiTM. Yeah for sure everyone will have a high perception of UiTM Shah Alam. I just dont know why. But as a students of UiTM Shah Alam, i already know why people have a high peceptions towards this University. I met all the freshie that comes here with a flying colour of results. So, i'm a bit humble. Haha. They are all perfect, just intelligents in their own ways. Sure things is, I love all of them. I love to be friend with them, yaa I just love in making friends. For sure you all are questioning, what courses that I am taking in here right? Haha to be honest, I wish I can pursue-ing in TESL, its Teaching English As Second Languages. But I was wondering, why I didn't get an interview calls? Haha most of my friends says that is because I didn't put TESL UiTM as my first choice in UPU. Haha sad life, lols. My first choice is TESL, but it was TESL in UPSI. I choose UPSI because I want to be a teachers! Haha but I just can't make it. I also didn't get an interview calls. In the UPU's form, I also put 'Asasi Undang Undang' as one of my choices. Alhamdulillah, I manage to get an offered for it. It is Asasi Undang Undang, yeay! I keep on thinking, which UiTM in Malaysia I will go? I don't want to live in far away, again. Homesicks will attacted me every single days. Haha but I know Allah is hearing me! I was placed in UiTM Shah Alam. No need to go to the other states, it's only in Selangor, which is nearby Kuala Lumpur. I can go there in 30 minutes somethings. So, there it is. Foundations in Law at UiTM Shah Alam. I know there many of SPM leavers out there still didn't get any oppurtunities to pursue-ing their studies. I hope those who didn't get any offers, please don't you ever giving up okay? Trust yourself, trust Allah :) It's not that people like me who already got this oppurtinity will be easily success in studies. We are also needs to strive to achieves our target. I used to trust in a phrase that 'EVEN YOU ARE IN THE RIGHT TRACK, YOU'LL GET RUN OVER IF YOU JUST SIT THERE' so I wouldn't be lost my ways. The most important things is, always remember your creator :) Sorry if too much bubblings, hehe. So, this is where my studies begins! This is my journey.... I hope I'll always be in the right track. In Shaa Allah. |