The title wonder is refer to my feels right now. Now, yaa I really mean now. I miss you, the old you. Not so old I guess. Easily change right. What was this feels actually meant? I just dont know. I keep think about something bad, really bad. I thought it was just my negative thinks only. I hope so. 

Sometimes, I feel down like really down. You'll come act like nothing happens. Act normally, as usual. My mind ruin everything. Its actually about trust. Its about believes & nothing much than loyalty. Yaa can't talk about loyal, haha since we're 'nothing'. 

Its okay, just wondering & keep wondering. I just hate if I'll be dissappointed someday. Well, its okay. I'm ready to face with another heart break :)