Hai Assalamualaikum bloggers! Gedmorning to my baby.

Firstly, I had to seek an apologizations from head to toes to Mama :( I'm sorry Mama, cause I already broke my promised. The promises that I've made by myself, without any enforcement. The truth is, I already fall in love with the guy that I told you we know each other before we was placed in Shah Alam.

Right now, I'm trying to avoid it. I don't even know whether he is serious or he just fooling around with his words. To be honest, he's being so sweet, too sweet I guess that's why I lost my solidities. He is a one caring guy. For sure people will keep wondering, where is the old Ejaa? The one who are not easlily fall in love... I also need the answer!

By the time passed day by day, he managed to changed. Yeah I said changed just now. What would I do? I have a feels towards him. No lie. Hm this is an allegations I think. He turning to a busy guy with no cares. I really can't take it. I hate of being ignored. Yeah he said he was busy with his assignments and bla bla bla. Yeah idk.

Now, I'm trying to throw him away. Throw away this stupid feels. I know I always can do this. I'm a strong girl. Ya Allah, please give me the strengthness Allah. I want to live a happy and normal life. I don't want to think about him all the times while he are not.

Maaaa, you are an understanding mother I ever had. Gods didn't make a mistakes cause giving you to me. Thanks for lending you ears! Really appreciate it. Thanks for all those supportives words. I love you maaa.

Dear A, if you are reading this. Great then, cause you already know what I feel towards you. I never be sincere right? I kept my feels, only I knew about this. I'm not hoping that we can make it again. Just to let you know that I have that feels towards you. && I was tried to threw it away.

I dont even care about my gramatical errors, as long as I tried.

Gracias,








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